Unforgettable dream

This is probably one of the dreams that ill never forget, somehow has brought me back into dating again. I'm not a person whos into dating, because I never really liked any girl here in the US, and i typically like Philippine born women, but i just dreamt of this girl, long haired girl, that really liked, she has appeared a lot in my dreams, and i seem to cant to get a glimpse of her face, somehow shes always there, but i dont know who she is, one thing I know that she has a long hair, thats it, ive also dreamt of the girls before that confessed that they like me, and it seems that now, i regret for just ignoring how they feel. I found myself in my dream as in a bad situation like out of school, no job, and barely making minimum wage, the situation that could happen to me at any moment, and there am I, doing stuff that i cud never have imagined doing in real life, doing in my dream, womanizing, cheating, and there I saw the girl with the long hair crying because of me, it really struck It seems that I already know her from the point of seeing her the first time, is this a sign what my wife cud really be, ive been always dreaming about her, but i dont know what her real face is, but after that dreamt i seemed to become a romantic person again, and now straightening up my acts, ive been a changed person from that point on, just took me one dream, I dont want my future wife to be crying for what im doing now, but i do know that she exists, and just waiting to be found, and ill make sure that shell never cry again. I love her, and I know she loves me, even though weve never met, but well meet someday, and ill look forward to that day, from this point on.